Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Argh. I know I shouldnt be blogging here at this point of time cos I have no more time. But I really need to vent my frustration. Lol. Tmr's chem. The subject that I haven't started revising at all and many said it's the killer paper of this block test. I think I'm going to die. I really hate this feeling of unpreparedness. Makes me panic, stressed and unconfident. Doing badly for this block test doesnt just fail my own expectations, I know there're many other repercussions to it. Sighs. I must not let this happen to me again. For the subsequent tests, I will make sure I am well-prepared. I'm not going to let myself go through such a trauma again.
Alright. Perhaps I should stop being pessimistic and be more hopeful. I mustn't give up now (though I really feel like raising a white flag now). HALF THE BTs ARE GONE! HANG IN THERE FOR A WHILE MORE AND IT WILL BE OVER SOON! DONT GIVE UP NOW! YEAH MAN, LIKE WHAT I'VE ALWAYS SAID, NTH IS IMPOSSIBLE. CHIONG ALL THE WAY! WHO KNOWS I MAY NOT DIE BADLY FOR THIS TESTS?! haha!
Im one who doesnt believe in miracles. I hate to wait blindly for miracles cos miracles may not come to you all the time. I'd rather depend on my hard work cos this way i feel more confident. However, looks like now I really gotta pray hard for miracles to happen. Now I'm literally hugging Buddha's leg at the last minute. God please bless me...
10:10 PM
Till we meet again..
